Feel of LOVE UNtold

 

Untold Feeling of LOVE

                This is story of A Guy felt Love with Woman , but unfortunately he could not reach his feeling of Love to woman. Ended with confusion comes external factors and internal factors too, what you feel end of the story kindly comment ..

                   Guy Name was John quiet handsome and most unlucky fellow can say from Girls corner, in his school time he was kind of shyness not so much mingled with girls so he was facing most toughest situation how to get and share words with girls, and bit stammer, his stammer will be more when he was in front of speaking with beautiful girls, but  has very special feeing with his classmate called Ashai .

     Whenever he was seeing at her he felt himself flying above the cloud, and forgot all surroundings. As days past she also started slowly liked him ,  how he was doing for her , she also started do same with him, while  in the lunch time of school, at stairs who will reach first stand there and waiting for coming , all boys and girls using downstairs, they both  hold hand each other’s, but face was opposite side. Till the last step, later they moved freely as if they don’t  know each other..

     One day she came with some senior girls to him when he was at play time she might be decided to make finalize about love, but when she approached about her what you thought about me is there anything to tell , John was surrounded by seniors and Ashai, when she was expecting some positive response proposing in front of all senior she thought ,,but he did not said anything to her, might be scared how to tell that he was loved her, might be thinking that what if she rejects, so he kept that LOVE Feel with him, 

    As he joined college days first two years were just passed as normal , new place, new faces, in that only and checking out campus of college  and lectures , when he was in third year of graduation at that time one girl was impressed by his nature, less talk, not interfering for others matters unnecessary and his good looks etc. all the three years both were classmates , as usual he is not giving much attention on girls he almost ignored,

      One day time has came he has to spoken with her regarding project work,  Teacher made one group given assignments for their internals  for completing projection everyone divided work among themselves. So she and john was in same group as per discussion he has to collect some information regarding literature and she has to collect photos of poets , dramatists, so according her which photo she bought he has to collect information about that person..  through  that conversation started , after some days , she came to him after class, John was standing in corridor she told him to wait there need to speak with you.

     She came to close to him and ask I want to ask you something, he said what is that they were standing close one to another , she asked him Do you love anyone , he said no, do you like anyone  he said no, and she asked has anyone proposed you  he said no, what will be your replay if I said I LOVE you, one movement john got shocked he was in very confusing state what to tell how to tell , when she was asked him again about her, he said I don’t know what to tell you right now, and he left from there, he wasn’t listened to her,

        When last year study trip was conducted to Goa, all students were very happy when teacher was announced , as soon as she asked to class rise your hands who all coming for goa, all students raised but John was not ready . when teacher was asked reason he given some personal issue, so teacher wont made him force to come, next day at noon after practical class ,Rohini came asked  to John why what happened why you not coming for Goa, he said not interested to come she was made him request to come if you comes I feel more hapopy , everyone was there watching us she felt embarrassing but still, she was requesting to come finally he said ok,

          On that night in bus each seat was occupied by girls, and boys only one seat was vacant that is also next to Rohini, When john was entered into bus he was searching for seat only one seat was left so he don’t have any other option, Rohini called him , when john was acting like that he was searching for seat, john came and occupied that seat, while some time bus was on the way to Goa, lights were off in bus it December time so very chill outside that also night , every windows was closed but even cold breeze ,

     Rohini was wearing sleeveless pink dress , her arms were searching some warm clothes, she was just trying  cover her arms with palm, john was sitting next to her he was wearing some pull over, so he did not feel cold , she was just moved  to very closed to john here shoulder was complete touched johns shoulder , she was seeking warm, so she find by holding john’s shoulder tightly so she may feel some warm , John thought why she holding my arm , she might be feeling cold, thought he did not do anything , after sometime rohini leaned her head on johns shoulder holding his arms tightly,    then she felt vomiting sensation so she told john stop the bus, john went to driver and stopped bus,  as soon driver stopped bus all were woke up, and asking why bus stopped, rohini ‘s friend told  she had vomiting sensation., then all are looked at john, and started congratulating john , that was funny part.. john got confused.

                            They went to hospital completed their study trip while coming back again both john and rohini were sitting same seat , she started asking questions to john what happened till you did not answered , john was asking instead of telling rohini, how should be your would be, she told her, he should be listen her always, whatever she said he has to say yes, and he has to do all what she telling him, and should not shout at her, etc, John told her oh quiet more expectations are there, but all were may not full fill, better you marry to robot john said, robot won’t make fell bad, whatever you told to robot it will do it without any question with smile, robot won’t shout you at any cost, even you hit also, it will say sorry for misunderstanding.

   As soon I finished my words , she said how can I marry to robot does not have feeling and main thing you know what I mean she said, john told nowadays technology has been so much became advance , robot can able to produce baby also he said, she just looked at John thought how idiot he is not able to understand what I am feeling towards him,  at last she again asked tell me very straightly do you LOVE me or not , he was left again by telling I am not getting what to tell you , because after some time he was get touch into girl, had such wonderful experience , he did not want loose such experience with despoilment memory, he was just expecting more time like to spend with her,,  but unfortunately that also did not worked ,   when he decided to propose her with letter, that day she announced that she was getting engage , as soon as john heard this his surprise vanished, he did not opened that letter just trashed into bin, again remaining Untold His feeling Of love , thought to give her surprise but its ended with Shock.

    After this he was not showing in interest in girl, became isolated from some time from all,  he was singing himself “ CHAL CHALWETU BANDEYA OOS GALIYE JAHNA KOI KISIKONA JAANE “after sometime he was searching job and he got also, worked with MNC company in that after completing one year, one woman called  roshini  she was modern type fully bold , john was got impressed by her looks and , the way of she talking and her smile, she was elder than him  but she does not look like that , john was started thinking about her, he always wants to be around her asking random things, started listening romantic songs started roaming in fantasy world with Roshini, whenever john seeing her smiling face, he just got all memory got refreshed,  John is started more thinking about her slightly started her liking, john went one day and started talking with her, Roshini came to know his intention but did not said anything, before he say something she told him that won’t work what you thinking , I am elder than you, moreover I have children so, john said thank you and left from there very slowly putting steps, he thought what is fate is mine every time returning with disappointment, poor guy John  

     Now you tell me what whatever he is feeling was it right, because everyone is right is according to them, yeah I know you people may give reasons what society thoughts , what about prestige and  other external factors, literally nothing to do with people they just forgot after two three days what was happened, but one day that question was disturbing why listed to people , at least once listen him he will be happy all time of life, remembering his last breath  ultimately option left on them

        I hope you might like this story, kindly share me your reply ,,very important for me to motivation ..  always suggestions are welcome...